A new start perhaps . . . . .

Well, here it is, the long awaited 2013.
the year of which im free from school, and all those homeworks.

to be honest it's not as fun as i imagined it will,
it sucks,
im jobless,
nothing to do at home,
games??? im sick of playing it everyday.


"What about 'her' ? said u wanted to tackle her after your SPM exam."

yea i feel kinda stupid actually.
i promised myself to tackle her after the SPM.
but i broke it,
i dont have the courage to even talk to her on the last day.
WTF?!!!

So now im kinda lost,
I still love her, nothing changed yet increased.
 but at the same time.. i think that i have to move on,
she hates me so what am i waiting anymore?

but y'know, when it comes to love 'think' always lose to 'feels'
so, yeah i've decided to keep loving her.
yea i know im fking stupid.

and a good news for me is.. now that i know she owns her own cellphone..
so she got a phone number.
but i won't ask for it yet,
gonna wait on the day of my SPM result.

I KNOW I KNOW!
maybe it'll end just like what happened before.
but let's hope it'll not.
perhaps it will change my life after that?
perhaps
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it will be a brand new start for me?